This year, again, I managed to give myself a little reward for surviving 28 years old. I went to Spore to freshen up my mind and to treat my body. Good food, good friends, on top of good places to visit. What can I ask for more? :)
As much as I love korean drama to the moon and and never come back, I find it very strange for me to think and re-think a lot what kdrama to watch daily. There are many kdrama(s) that I happen to miss their run weekly these days. Ha! This is just not me. Why? What is happening to me? Self?? Are you changing now? *insert thunder back sound here*
Back then, I could get upset easily if I ever missed an episode. I tried my best to make time everyday. I knew what to watch daily, I knew what shows aired on Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays. I felt the urge to watch an episode daily just to fulfill my craving for "uri oppa" on screen. I could even put my sleep on hold just to make sure I had clicked the start button on my favorite kdrama every night.
But now, I am very selective and careful on clicking the start button. I even ponder or do a research about its plot and casts before deciding what to watch. I am watching according to my mood. E…
I know that these past 27 years were not easy years to handle, yet you're doing a great job.
I know that these past 27 years you have worked hard to reach your dreams. Some had been achieved. Some are in progress.
I know that these past 27 years you have consumed your time and energy doing what you love despite many hurdles to overcome.
I know that these past 27 years you have tried to list down all your wants and needs in the upcoming years, yet you realize at the end of the years only half of them checked.
I know that these past 27 years you have given chances to be a good daughter and sister, yet you still acted selfish most of the time; leaving you with regrets and despairs afterwards.
But dear self,
I know that you're trying..
I know that you're still working hard.
Despite all lemons that are thrown into you..
Because you know, although they taste bad, they are good for your body. In the long run. And you know you can always add some honey into your lemons.