Hello Goodbye!

It's kind of hilarious how I can effortlessly find myself falling for someone. Yep, you read that right--I'm a quick faller. Go ahead, have a good laugh at my expense. Is it love at first sight? Nah, not really. Is it because of their looks? Not necessarily.  Umm, maybe it's just the law of attraction? The person I find myself falling for has something that captivates my brain and maybe even my heart. Or not. It's all a bit unclear. From my experience, the types of people I fall for are pretty varied, if not downright random. It could be random people on the street or strangers from social media. But more often than not, it's actors, idols from dramas, or members of bands.  It's true--I can fall for them easily even without knowing them personally. I observe their gestures, read their words, and listen to their speeches. And then, just like that, I find myself falling.  You might be wondering, how and why do I do this? Well, here's the thing is: I can fall f

Once upon a time, I had this dream--a dream that adulthood would bring boundless freedom into my life. I envisioned a world where I could earn my own keep, buy whatever I desired, and saunter home at any hour without a lecture. The autonomy to shape my life, well, that was the goal. Of course, there was the small detail of paying bills, but I figured that was a minor detail in the grand scheme of things. As the years rolled by, reality struck me with a force I had not anticipated. The initial years of working felt like I was on cloud nine. I was the first among my peers to earn some cash, and with that came a sense of arrogance. I became closed-minded, thinking my current job was enough in terms of both financial gain and recognition. Little did I know, I was missing out on golden opportunities that were right in front of me, all because of my narrow perspective. Then, life took an unexpected turn. The pandemic hit, altering everything I thought I knew. Those things I considered routin